I am struggling right now not to write to Tony’s wife.
I made it worse because I reached out to him to find I was blocked.
I got angrier and angrier until he replied. He claims she got a text and told his kids and now everything is my fault. His life crashing around him is my fault. I haven’t seen him since April and spoken to him in 6/7 weeks.
Now I really just want to write and tell the truth. Fuck him, if I wrote it won’t be some mysterious text.
I am trying very hard right now not to hit send.
I have nothing left to lose and maybe this will just end it for me once and for all.