Nightmare

Early this morning I started to come out of REM sleep locked in a nightmare.

Think of the Conjuring, Annabelle, Insidious or The Ring. Creepy kinda houses or freakish movements and little creepy girls with black hair out to get you. Weird noises, images and a weird house. I was locked.

I started to wake looking at myself in a mirror and saw something evil pass behind me, a blurry image of an evil girl. She was coming for me.

I kept trying to scream and I couldn’t. I wanted someone to help me, someone to hear me, but I couldn’t make a sound. It was stuck in my throat even though my mouth was open.

My head was down as I was trying to figure out why I couldn’t scream and when I suddenly looked up, the girl (there were two girls by then) were right behind me in the mirror with their hands raised in a menacing fashion to get me.

I finally released the scream and woke myself in time to stop the scream midway and not scare the hell out of my kids.

I haven’t been sleeping well the past several nights, so my friend thought Tony was the reason for my sleepless nights (at least subconsciously). But, unless Tony turned into a little girl with black hair, I don’t think so.

I also have only been watching HGTV shows like Fixer Upper, so it’s not from something visually related

My subconscious is working out something. I can’t recall the last time I had a real nightmare.

Any dream analyzers out there?!

Author: Madeline Harper

My journey through divorce and an emotional and sexual reawakening. Love, laughter, friendships, family and heartbreak included. And there is sex, lots of it, so close your eyes and turn the page if that's not for you! While I started this blog as an endeavor to journal my thoughts and feelings in an attempt to better understand myself, it has become an amazing platform from which I have met some of the most interesting and wonderful people in my life. My path is often crooked, but I hope you will share in the journey with me.

8 thoughts on “Nightmare”

  1. Perhaps the girls are pieces of yourself trying to pull you back into your abysmal existence. Maybe one is Trixie, the other is the girl that pulls you into these relationships.

    I want you if you have this dream to turn and face them and ask them to go away. Some people can’t control their dreams, but I learn to as a child having nightmares. If they don’t listen when you ask them to leave, make them look into the mirror.

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    1. Oh good interpretation ! My therapist struggled with this dream today and I forgot what she said in fact but she did think it’s my subconscious clearing something. When I was able to scream I cleared the girls away. Whatever it was is gone.

      I had night terrors as a child and nightmares for much of my adulthood. Many times promoted by horror movies as an adult. But this wasn’t prompted by anything.

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