Calm Before A Storm

Libido Bootcamp is making her way to my continent.

I am out of my mind with excitement.

LB and I have followed each other’s blogs since the inception of mine. She is a massive inspiration for me.  Meeting her last year (here and here) was like having a birthday – I couldn’t wait for the day!  We had a ridiculous night of laughter and cock, so much cock!

To have someone as inclined to sexual fun as I am is dangerous, that’s really all I can say.

And she’s here with me  in 4 days!!

And it’s my divorce party!

And my little sister is coming!!

Whooo hooo!!!!

I’m about to pop with excitement. I can barely contain myself for the antics of the weekend.

Breathe. Breathe, M.

I needed a party and this is going to be a crazy weekend. I may be in a coma by Sunday.

Actually, chances are high that I will, in fact, be dead from drinking and fucking by Sunday.  It’s all good.

LB and I are planning a lot of sexy debauchery this weekend. Possibly even a sex club. I reached out to the best fuck I’ve had in months to see if he would be available to play and he immediately agreed to it.  This could get interesting.

Prior to the big events, I’m taking the kids to the beach for 3 days for our holiday week.  It’s a family tradition for as many years as I can recall and we have some special things we love to do together at the beach.  It was hard 2 summers ago when we went for the first time without their Dad, but they are looking forward to it his year. Due to the limited funds we are doing half a vacation instead of a whole week, but that’s just fine. I’m looking  forward to the quiet time in our special place.

When we arrive home on Thursday I have a new man to meet, Bennett,  so I’m looking forward to that. I am literally squeezing him in before the crazy weekend. I’m sure to be tired after the beach, but the best kind of beach tired. He’s coming to me so it’s very low-key and little pressure.

I feel like my dating bucket is full lately. I deleted all the dating apps today. I have Ayden and Finn on regular rotation. Boston and the Handsome Guy may just make an appearance in July.  Bennett and another guy are first date potentials.  Plus at least 3-4 start up conversations from Tinder or Bumble.  It’s too many men and not enough time and I’m distorting too much time juggling this many men.  The apps have to go over the next few weeks or month.  I need a digital break and I won’t do so unless I hide my profiles and delete.  When the candy is accessible I will cheat so better to remove any swiping temptations!  I have plenty of men to entertain me at the moment. 

So, as I’m relaxing with peace and quiet on my back deck, excellent music playing and my day to myself, I’m preparing mentally for an amazing week ahead…and it doesn’t end with this week…next week ASV is in my city and more fun ahead!

Don’t ask me where the days and time goes when I have no work, I don’t even know myself!

I have one more post scheduled to go up tomorrow, and maybe I will get one short holiday post in, but the juicy posts to relate the craziness of the weekend and the success/failure of the date with Bennett will not go up until some time next week.

Have to write them before Ann’s arrival!

These are the best kind of butterflies…..family, friends and a fantastic fuck all on my horizon in the next two weeks!

Author: Madeline Harper

My journey through divorce and an emotional and sexual reawakening. Love, laughter, friendships, family and heartbreak included. And there is sex, lots of it, so close your eyes and turn the page if that's not for you! While I started this blog as an endeavor to journal my thoughts and feelings in an attempt to better understand myself, it has become an amazing platform from which I have met some of the most interesting and wonderful people in my life. My path is often crooked, but I hope you will share in the journey with me.

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